Been trying very hard, but can't shake this thought of my head for weeks now... The thought of life being a meaningless chase to the grave.
What motivates people to go to work, to try and outperform others, work really really hard to make money and then spend all that money living a life, bringing kids into this world who'll end up in the futile race to their end, and so will they themselves. Our parents made sacrifices to bring us up and to fend for themselves right till they reach the finish line... And we'll do exactly the same. And so will every generation.
Trying to think about all this like I were watching a movie is fascinating but knowing I'm in it too is thoroughly disturbing. I wish most of the times that i could clear my head of these thoughts... But it isn't so simple when it's so evident. It's a race that I have been pushed into and I have no option to run till my finish line.
But what about the life that may not be in it.. Is it depriving them of this exciting roller coaster ride or saving them all the trouble. I don't know, and I don't know if anyone does - I seriously wish there was. Probably it's simpler to take the plunge and flow with it.
