These lines have been rattling in my head non stop since the past week.... I owe it to the tumultuous times in my life.
Hey but on hindsight... 'mukammal jahan' is what i define for myself - what do you say? If I don't know to balance work and life, and at one point in time of life i only work and another point i feel hopeless about loosing it - claiming it to be the only exciting thing i had - who is to blame?
Who complains about having all the time in life - to go back to a long forgotten hobby, to get started at something you've wished for long, to be able to travel to places and experience different cultures, to be able to read - fiction/non fiction/world affairs, to be able to spend so much time with family and dote on one's husband.
Ever thought about your life like that... incomplete and so unhappy - re look at what you think completes it and makes you happy. Mostly either you already have it and never noticed or didn't realize when you did have. It's also possible that you don't know what makes you happy - then you have a serious problem and deep thinking to do my friend.
I am no sage... but having these conversations with myself keeps me sane.
On that note - i have been feeling very angry with some people this week, coz i think they let me down and have been very selfish - but i have concluded that it's my good deeds that have always stood by me and i shall live my life by the principles i have coz that's what's best for me. I shall hold onto this thought... and more on this in my next blog.
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let me complete the shayari tho so that you don't have to go hunting for the rest of it...with a literal english translation ... copied from http://www.shayri.com/forums/showthread.php?t=58347
jise bhii dekhiye vo apane aap mein gum hai
jubaan milii hai magar humjubaan nahi milataa
Whoever you see is lost in their own sorrow
They have thoughts to share but no companion to listen
bujhaa sakaa hai bhalaa kaun vaqt ke shole
ye aisii aag hai jisame dhuaan nahiin milataa
Who is able to douse the embers of time
This is a fire that has no smoke
tere jahaan mein aisaa nahiin ki pyaar na ho
jahaan ummiid ho isakii vahaan nahiin milataa
It's not like there's no love in your life (universe)
Where you hope for it you won't find it there
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